man of many experiences

ive seen way too much for a kid my age.

ive seen friends become enemies.
enemies become best friends.
Ive seen honest people lie.
and ive seen the worst people comfort someone in need.

Ive seen saints sin.
ive seen sinners pray to god.

Ive seen the best things happen to the worst people.
IVe seen the worst things happen to the greatest.

Ive been beaten,
Ive been broken,
Ive been defeated.

But im not dead yet.

Sometimes, i wonder "why am i not dead?"
Then i realize.
Im stronger than that. Im too good to give in to that.
Ive got my friends to live for, what little i do have.
And i realized that.

Today I lived life like i want to, everyday.
It was the greatest feeling in the world.
You know what I say?
Fuck drama.
Fuck pushovers.
Fuck fake friends.

I have my friends. Those who will never leave me.
I know where my heart lies.

And remember.

Im not dead yet.

Goodnight, world.
And good luck.