Welcome to my life

So, where to begin? My name is Justice. Easy enough to figure out, eh? Im named after a musician's son, so for obvious reasons, music is a big part of my life. Im about to be seventeen and I live in Oklahoma, but im not sure if its okay to disclose exactly where..

Im one of those guys who enjoys life as much as one can, due to the death of a friend awhile back. But lately I've been falling in depression. I guess thats one part of why I started this. That, and also because my freind Kayla told me I should.

So, what to talk about? I love playing guitar. It is my release. It is my own personal euphoria. What kind of music do i play, you ask? Just about everything. Ill play everything from Kings of Leon to Belie my Burial to My Chemical Romance. Its just what I do.

Another important thing about me: Im a hopeless romantic. Ive been "In love" a few times, but lately been giving up. It seems as though there isnt that perfect girl out there for me, or even a girl at all. Ive dated a few that werent perfect and was just fine with it. I rarely open up to anyone. But recently, I did. I dont want to say her name, but I used to have the hugest crush on this girl. Then something happen and we didnt see each other for a very long time. So, for obvious reasons, when I started talking to her again, I opened myself up to her.
But I have the uncanny ability to make anyone seem annoyed with me. After certain events happened, she pretty much ended it before it began. But Im over that. If she wants to be blind and selfish, be my guest. Im better than that. But i did tell her that id be there for her. Always.

Im guessing that that's good enough for my first post here, and i hope I can post many many more.

-Justice